I said i wanted to like really blog..
but duh,
I think nothing of me really lasts..
So..u get it.
Back from genting,new yr is here.2010
People are happy making wish and new yr resolution.But,
Is there any that big different in life when it comes to a new yr?
Anything that big deal when what we actually do is just change a new calendar??hmm
For me,
It is for sure still the same.
Life goes on,problems remains,still need to worry for the same thing.
and ya.nothing i can do take make things better i think.
So,still live life as if it is just a life.
A new year..
a year with new problems to ruin my sweet life while the old problems remains.
They would not go away.Like shit.
A new year..
quite sucks for me.Because it indicates that im still alive.
showing that i still dint get out from those shit yet.Right.Fuck it.Problems just accumulated and became bigger..
Life,
sucks when I am conscious that I dont even have what the simplest thing which make what a life a life.
It is so pathetic .
I blogged.and if you ever get what i mean in this post or
If you ever can read what those UFO thinking in my brain that i wrote here...
Great.I would like to talk to you.
Really,I dont really know and awake to what i typed.
♥our lips must always be sealed
3:21 AM
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
I am not happy.
..
Am I sad? I dont know.
What is on my mind:
1）那就是代价 那就是报应..
2）I dont dare to tell anymore,
Im scared.
Not a perfect one..
♥our lips must always be sealed
3:53 PM
Im not feeling well recently,
both physically and mentally.
Im so sick.
So sick of everything.
Like seriously every single thing.
Sadly,I dont know how to be fine. :[
Cant be denied,
those things in life are just too tiring.
♥our lips must always be sealed
12:19 AM
Im letting out too much recently,it is time to hold back.
..................................................................................................................................
It is impossible.
I should not go on life like this,it is wrong and meaningless.
Face the fact is what I should do now.
Stop hoping and forget about it.
It is hard,I would say.
But it is the right thing to do,and,
I just could not afford any mistake at the moment.
The outcome will be way far too costly than I could ever afford if i choose to stay wrong this time.
I will b too weak for it
the strength is not with me.
♥our lips must always be sealed
3:42 PM
Im having headache and eye-ache.
because i keep staring at the laptop instead of going to study.
Am sad.
Because now i realize,
all of it does not happen accidentally.
It was the consequences.
Now only finally i give up my stubbornness,
drag myself to accept and believe the fact unwillingly.
Reality,
It hits hard when I face it.
But i know,it`s better for me.
♥our lips must always be sealed
3:02 PM
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Ben & Jerry's Ice-Cream