I am not happy.
..
Am I sad? I dont know.
What is on my mind:
1)那就是代价 那就是报应..
2)I dont dare to tell anymore,
Im scared.
Not a perfect one..
♥our lips must always be sealed
3:53 PM
Im not feeling well recently,
both physically and mentally.
Im so sick.
So sick of everything.
Like seriously every single thing.
Sadly,I dont know how to be fine. :[
Cant be denied,
those things in life are just too tiring.
♥our lips must always be sealed
12:19 AM
Im letting out too much recently,it is time to hold back.
..................................................................................................................................
It is impossible.
I should not go on life like this,it is wrong and meaningless.
Face the fact is what I should do now.
Stop hoping and forget about it.
It is hard,I would say.
But it is the right thing to do,and,
I just could not afford any mistake at the moment.
The outcome will be way far too costly than I could ever afford if i choose to stay wrong this time.
I will b too weak for it
the strength is not with me.
♥our lips must always be sealed
3:42 PM
Im having headache and eye-ache.
because i keep staring at the laptop instead of going to study.
Am sad.
Because now i realize,
all of it does not happen accidentally.
It was the consequences.
Now only finally i give up my stubbornness,
drag myself to accept and believe the fact unwillingly.
Reality,
It hits hard when I face it.
But i know,it`s better for me.
♥our lips must always be sealed
3:02 PM

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Thursday, October 8, 2009
For the first time,it is not an imagination anymore.
It feels so real and vivid,
that I could feel it in my heart.. :]
Labels: thoughts
♥our lips must always be sealed
4:47 PM